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What Do We Really Want?
August 11, 2005
By William Cobb


       What do you want? A friend of mine who is a strong player constantly reminds me to ask myself that question as I play. The idea is to contemplate the whole board situation, but the question is not only important while you're playing a game. It's also useful to ask it before you start playing. From listening to conversations here at the Congress, I've gotten the impression that many players would answer by saying that their aim is "to get strong, to improve my rating."
       I think that's a limited goal, which ignores some important aspects of go. Having "getting stronger" as your aim makes you focus strongly on winning. Go is designed so that almost all of us are going to lose about as often as we win. So if getting stronger is what we want, we're going to experience a lot of frustration. It would be nice if pl aying go were -- at least most of the time -- a pleasant, satisfying and enjoyable experience. Since it's difficult to experience go that way when it becomes very important to win, perhaps a different aim would have a happier result.
       What if the answer to "what do you want?" is just "to play go"? If just playing becomes your aim, you'll find many more ways to make the experience a good one. Undoubtedly, winning is fun, and getting stronger helps you to win, but perhaps becoming stronger should not be an end, but a means; a means to enjoying the game more, whether you win or lose. So when you sit down to your next tournament game, remember to ask yourself "what do I REALLY want?"




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